So, I haven’t written in a while and thought it was time to do so. There’s a lot going on in my mind and I just have to get it out on “paper.” This is going be kinda rambling, but I’m just typing things as I think of them.
For Christmas of 2009, I received a Wii Fit from my parents. I was very excited. Got it back to my house, and in January of 2010, I started working out. I got on the Wii and weighed myself. 237/lbs. Ouch. I had never weighed that much in my life. I started working out all the time, and the Wii made it fun. I also started the South Beach diet. I did pretty well, and got down about 30 pounds. Then things kinda stalled. In January of 2011, my Mom suggested that I try Weight Watchers. (I’ve been on program before, and done well with it.) It was the best thing she ever suggested. I am now 15 pounds from my goal weight with Weight Watchers, having lost over 72/lbs. I used to be a size 18, and right now as I sit typing this I am wearing a size six pants, which I might add are loose on me. So that part of my life is going very good for me.
Then this past April, we had a new employee join the office here. He came from our Wichita Branch and is going to be our 3rd salesman. He is currently working in dispatch and should be going out into the field shortly. I don’t know what to say. There’s something about him, and he is never far from my mind. Nothing has really happened yet, but something tells me it may and soon. I would like nothing more. We have hung out with another salesman and his girlfriend, and have had a great time. There’s been flirting and I swear, my heart skips a beat when I hear his voice. ;) He is a good friend, and I honestly believe I could trust him with anything.
Two weeks ago, he went with our Branch Manager and the other salesmen to the President’s outing and sales meeting. He rode down with another salesman, and the other picked him up after the weekend, that way they didn’t have all 4 sales cars out of the office, and if we needed to go out for something at work, there was one here. But, after what happened, I don’t know if that was the true reason or not.
He has not driven his car since. Someone always picks him up and takes him home. I don’t know what’s going on and I’m kinda worried. I texted him one night and said, listen, I don’t know what happened or what’s going on, but I noticed you’re not driving right now. If you need a ride somewhere, need to go to the store or whatever, please let me know.
Then yesterday, he came over to my desk and said did you hear? I’m going to Des Moines tomorrow. Riding back with Carp (a corporate employee who came to do an audit. I said are you okay. He smiled and assured me he was. I asked him how he was getting back here. He is coming back on Tuesday with our Dock Foreman who is going to Des Moines on Sunday night for a meeting. Is he really okay? Why isn’t he driving. I’m worried he’s sick. It helps to get this out, even though I know the chances of someone reading this are little. But if you do, please say a prayer that my friend is truly okay, and there is nothing wrong.
For now,
Cindy
